i think i've got it figured out.

okay ive had this problem thats been bugging me for montsh now but i think i finall ygot it figured out! I know what to dooo! Well i actually figured it out a while ago but i forgot and that bothered me because i had an awesome solution but then it was goone! but now i remembered. andi wrote it down so theres; no way im gonna forget this time1

fuck this shit im fina;;y gonna fix things, as soon as i can! yeah! empowurred! hwahwahwahwah

in the meantime HIGH RISK, NO RETURN! god what a catchy song hwahwa

but yeah i think i found a solution to my mental agony, and i wrote it down, so hopefully, if all goes well, shit will be fixed.

highly unlikely htough, as i tend to fuck everything up worse whn i try to fix it, so i hope im as unsober as i am now when i try to fix it so i cna blame it on drunkenness1 hwahwahwa

anyways yeah so im highly likely to fucks it up but i finally got it figured ut whats going in in my head and why my head is going on with those thigns going on in it hahaha so yeah. gonna try to fix it.. probably make it worse... but at least for a few minutes, ill feel better. that's good enough, ne?