"This news shocked me too when my brain first reported it."
- Myself

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

My gender.

I needed something to distract me.


[x] you love hoodies
[x] you love jeans
[x] dogs are better than cats
[x] it's hilarious when people get hurt and fall
[x] you've played with/against boys on a team?
[x] shopping is torture
[ ] sad movies suck ((I like sad movies D: books moreso, but I love sad movies!))
[x] you own a XBOX,
[x] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[x] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[x] you owned a DS PS2 or Sega
[x] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[ ] you watch sports on TV
[x] gory movies are cool
[ ] you used to go to your dad for advice ((I don't go to anyone for advice. XD))
[x] you have at least 1 trophy of a sport
[x] You used to play Yu-Gi-Oh
[x] baggy sweat pants are nice to wear
[ ] it's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[x] sports are fun
[x] you sometimes talk with food in your mouth
[x] you sleep at night with your socks on
[x] you have fished at least once



[ ] you like to shop ((not for things girls shop for))
[ ] you wear eyeliner
[ ] you wear the color pink
[ ] you go to your mom for advice (Wait, why was the corresponding dad question "used to"...?)
[ ] you consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] you hate wearing all black
[ ] you like going to the mall
[ ] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[ ] you like wearing jewelery
[ ] you cried watching The Notebook
[ ] skirts are a big parts of your wardrobe
[ ] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[ ] you don't like the movie Star Wars ((BLASPHEMY!))
[ ] you are/were in gymnastics
[x] it takes you around one hour to shower and get dressed ((only because I'm slooooow, and lazy))
[x] you smile a lot more than you should
[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] you care about what you look like majority of the time
[ ] you like wearing dresses
[x] you like wearing body spray/deoderant ((I don't like being smelly, so deoderant is nice D:))
[ ] you like high heel shoes
[x] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[ ] you like putting makeup on others
[ ] you like being the star of almost everything


Boy - 21
Girl - 4

ROFL. yaaaay.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

RIP George

I'm going to miss you.

And here, in our last hours together, I don't wanna let you go. You've been my best friend for so many years now, I can't even count how many. You were there for me when I didn't want any one else. You let me pester you and cuddle you and feed you and play with you when I just needed to be distracted. You let me hug you and kiss you when I just needed something to cling to.

It's gonna be really hard on me to watch you go, even now I'm trying to fight back the tears... but hopefully one day I'll see you again. You mean so much to me and I am so sorry this is going to happen. If only I would've known, if only...

Fuck, I need a drink....

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Good Lord, boys are stupid/EXAMS: 5/7

Yesterday, I had no exams. So, I slept in. While my roommate was off writing an exam, I cleaned our room - tidied my desk, dusted the fridge, my desk, the tv, windowsill, etc., swept, and even mopped. I pulled all the old, gross food out of the fridge, emptied the garbage, and even took out and sorted the recycling. Everything was neat and orderly and my room smelled nicely of Mr. Clean. Huttah!~

This next part I'll be taking down soon/eventually, so read while you can.

When I was done, I went for lunch, then came back and hung out with Joscelyn for a while, then I took a nap. When I got up, a good internet!Friend of mine was on Skype. We were both bored, so we both started drinking. Now, me and him are what we called "fake marries", as in, he's my Skype husband. lol. Eventually other people got on, we had a big group voice chat going, and all was fine and dandy. Until we got drunk. I started crashing - I dunno, outta nowhere I felt really depressed and shit and it was really weird.

So, he pulled me aside into a new voice chat so we could talk for a bit, like he and I commonly do. Now, we joke about "dating" all the time and he's made no secret of the fact he actually likes me. And really, it doesn't bother me. I don't care. But last night, we were both drunk, and I was depressed, and he helped me through it best he could, and it was actually really comforting. (by this point, I should make note that it was more or less me listening to him and typing back, as my roommate was asleep and drunk!Trish is not a quiet!Trish, so yeah, I had headphones, a muted mic and I was typing.) And then he actually asked me out. Being drunk, I was like, "Yeah, ok, whatever. Doesn't make a difference to me." (actually, looking back over the chat this morning, I had typed just "ok")

...So, for a whole five minutes, I had an internet boyfriend. lmao wtf I'm a dumbass.

And yes, I just said five minutes. Not long after I had typed this "ok", he starts going off on a tangent about "distance" - and within five minutes he was giving me the "we live too far away, so we can't date. But we'll keep a special place for each other in our hearts" speech and I was just like, "ok". XD It was soooo fucked up. Oh, yes, and then he went on to explain that if we ever met irl we could date. lmfao.

This morning when I woke up, my head was just like, "whaaaaaat. theeeeee. ...fuckwasthat!" And now it seems funny to me. XD

"Let's date!"
"Let's not date. Let's just 'keep a special place for each other in our hearts'."
"But if we ever meet for real we can date."
"ok. If you find a girlfriend before that that's cool, you can have her. I honestly won't care."
"Alright, yeah, and if you find a boy - "
"unlikely pffft but ok"


Just so you know, I never plan on meeting him irl. :\ And if I ever did, even less a chance now, lmao. XD

Actually, this is a good story, of why you shouldn't drink when you're bored and not with other people (irl), and also why you shouldn't accept voice-chats with a single person, who is also drunk because they are bored and not with other people (irl)
LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES, KIDDOS, or you might wind up with an internet boyfriend for five minutes.


it's such a rediculous story that I HAD to tell it! XD

Y'know what? Maybe I won't take this down, it's too lulzy.

Anywho, two more exams then I get to go home. I can't wait 'til I can gooo hooome.

- Plant ID II
- Nursery Management
- Business Management
- Business Marketing
- Greenhouse Management
- Hort. Weed Science
- Landscape Design II

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

EXAMS: 4/7

Bleh, cannot WAIT until these are done and over with. I really just hope I passed Business Management.

- Plant ID II
- Nursery Management
- Business Management
- Business Marketing
- Greenhouse Management
- Hort. Weed Science
- Landscape Design II

Monday, December 7, 2009

EXAMS: 1/7

If my supposedly hardest exam wound up being really easy, should I be proud of myself?


Good. Because DAMN that was easier than I thought!

- Plant ID II
- Nursery Management
- Business Management
- Business Marketing
- Greenhouse Management
- Hort. Weed Science
- Landscape Design II

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Y'know your semester sucks when...

You know your semester sucks when you look FORWARD to exams, because they are LESS stressful than the classes themselves. HURR.

Almost done my projects, gotta finish that Nursery temperatures one and do another paragraph or two on my weeds project. Easy peasy.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009