Off to write

That Jerk Mike just crammed three songs into my head (all of them were stuck at once, and he did it on purpose) but it's not nothin' a little Caramelldansen couldn't fix. ;3

So now my head is Amarillo sky/Chicken Fried/Hide and Seek clear. Caramelldansen ftw.

But anyways, Since I'm freakishly behind on NaNo, I've decided to just write and if I make I make it and if I don't I don't. I feel no attachments to the deadline; I have severed my ties. I am a blank slate. Completely emotionless. The thirtieth will not make me panic... ... ...yeah okay, that's not working. But I'm so hectic about hating Ridgetown/trying to survive Ridgetown that I don't think the end of the month and an unfinished novel will really depress me any further.

At any rate, I've got nowhere to procrastinate left (once I finish posting here) so I'll be off to write. ...That's like, four hours earlier than I usually start writing. If I can get in the range of 4-5k tonight I'll be happy.

Well, I'm off to write.

Ciao, bitches. >=3

Tonight's idealistic goal: 20,000
Tonight's realistic goal: 18,500
I'd be happy if I hit: 19,500
Currently at: 19,000 <- I'll be updating this every hour or so.

Urk...

Haven't written yet today. uh oh. Oh well. I'll get to it.



EDIT:
Got another 1,839 words. Not quite the 2,000 I hoped for, but my scene is done, I'm tired, and I've now got 8,053 words. That's over 8,000, so essentially, that was my goal for before I went to bed. It's good enough. XD

I wanna go hooome. T_T

I miss my puppy.
And I miss having my own room.
And I miss my posted of Kisame. (which is actually here at Ridgetown, I'm just too much of a chickenshit to put it up)
And I miss my puppy.
And I miss my friends.
And I miss my sister. And maybe my brother, too.
And I miss my puppy.
And I miss having satellite tv.
And I miss my gamecube.
And I miss my puppy.
And I miss food that DOESN'T make me sick two out of three days of the week.
And I miss having a room with a single shower, all to myself.
And I miss my puppy.
And I miss being allowed to drink from a glass bottle. (cans, ick).
And I miss my drawing books.
And I miss my puppy.
And I miss Saturday night anime (which I see every sat. night anyways, but that's beside the point.)
And I miss having anime-fan-friends that don't like yaoi (nevertheless Jenny, i luv ya, I do, it's just... weird. XD)
And I miss my puppy.
And I miss my bed.
And I miss....

oh, enough of this fucking whining.
but I do miss Zetsu, my puppy.

I'll try to be postive.
Mmmm..
...
I have highspeed here?

Yeah. That's all I like here. Well, the classes aren't bad...

Speaking of classes, I missed my favorite one tody because DAMN LUNCH MADE ME SICK. ...AGAIN. Auuugh. I missed my three-hour class that I have every wednesday. and aparently we got to climb trees with badass harnesses AND I MISSED IT. -glares- I took a fucking four hour nap instead. Becuase I couldn't move. Because I was sick. So I got to miss my Landscape Management three hour lab. Fuuuuck.

Moving on... -breaths in- at least I have highspeed.
Highspeed. Highspeed. Yeah. I can't use Caramelldansen to cheer me up anymoar because it's depressing because it reminds me of that fucking long animation everyone keeps pestering me to make to that song. T_T For whyyyy?

ANYWAYS.

I'm taking a shower, then I'm going to bed.

This is hte second last night I have to sleep here on these godaweful hard beds this week, then I can go home for the weekend. -breaths- FuckImissmypuppy.

note to you guys; don't read Loveless. It... makes no sense. And there's a gay pedo. And everyone (except some) have cat ears/tails. bothuurs me.

DANCE SOKKENAI DANCE!

-cackles madly-



It's only half done so stfu. Be happy I'm even showing you.

...

He did it again. He fucking did it again. Remember the list from my last post of what I wanted to do to him? Well, that seems like NOTHING compaired to what I want to fucking do to him right fucking now. Because, not only did he do it again, he... well... let's jsut say she very well might be pregnant. And she's not even 16! That sick fuck! I'm going to kill him.

There's only one thing that can calm me down.

...

It's stuck in my head, but as long as it's there, he isn't.

http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=LfxlW74VHCI

-focuses on Kakuzu and Zetsu- Breaathe Trish, breaaaaattthheeeee...